7. June 2025

mood: tired n annoyed

song of the day: heart attack man - old enough 2 die

I. Am. So. Done. with my cousins. babysitting w my mom for my aunt, and her two little kids r pissing me the hell off T_T theyre soooo so loud, my head hurts and running after them making sure theyre okay is making me dizzy. maybe im just old now lol. but every time i babysit them i get reminded why i dont want children brooooo......nuh uh!

buuut on the bright side.....only one day until i see my boyfriend!!! cant rlly focus on writing abt that rn because theres two childre SCREAMING IN MY EAR!!!!! im so genuinely sick of this. they're bad parents and their children literally can't behave. my head hurts so so bad. but enough about my aunt n uncle and their horrible damn parenting.

i finally graduated, and while i feel free as a bird (...more or less) i do miss having a place to be w my boyfriend and regularly seeing him. now that i don't live in a dorm anymore, we are like an hour away from each other!! ABSOLUTE. HELL. but i'll be coming over to his place soon :3 HATE his fucking parents, but i can stomach them so i can be with him!! cant wait til hes allowed over at my place


19. May 2025

mood: strezzed n deprezzed

song of the day: ashnikko - worms

First diary entry!! I'm currently studying for my graduation (graduating from english, czech/lit, graphic design, and production technology) and its STRESSING ME THE F OUT!!!! seriously this shit sucks i can't wait to get this over with....

also i miss my boyfriend, but i'll get to see him in like a week so yayy! but that also means my graduation is closer..... -_-